Never Knew…
The sensation of abandonment, the feeling of depression, and the urge to burst into tears. These words express the way I felt today. Although no one hears what I say, it is amazing that I can form this terrible feeling into words. They came and went so soon. First I never talked to them, then I realized their was a major barrier between us. Our relationship is so distant, but why did I experience these strong emotions. Struck by my astonishment, dwelling in my pain, trying to laugh yet always ending up with tears running down my face and a helpless smile across my face. My faint personality mangles my life. Still afraid to say and embarrassed by that fear. Why can’t I be myself to be with the ones I love.